Thursday, December 4, 2008

i lost her today.

and he lost her yesterday.
the other ones,
well they were never really connected to her anyway.

should either of us wait for you?
because our thoughts still think of you.
But our hearts were taught that
abandonment walks hand in hand with commitment:
Are you commited to your abandonment
or is your abandonment because of your commitment?

she thinks if she never says good-bye
no one will ever cry.
But tears don't form on the outside,
so peacefully in the place you once were,
they reside.

she thought if she never saw their face
the love that had grown
would never keep up its race.
But its been running a marathon pace,
exausted, around the void you created,
its waiting.

if i believe you will be back one day,
will i still even know you?
if he believes you will be back one day,
can he be sure you won't hand him again to rue?

Hopefully the one who is with you now
holds you harder than we held you.
Or else you may just vanish from us all.

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