somethings really screwed up with the spacing in my blog.
really pissing me off.

Snowflakes are a magnificent creation

like the curve of your lips

every time that I taste them.

I felt time tumble backward
all the times
we held what I've been after.Lead me back there.
You, too, can find an answer:
A glimmer of winter in the mist of summer,
a spring sun dancing in the crystal of an icicle,the touch of your warm eyes in the abundance of cold temperature;
tap into imagining and with reflection,
you'll remember.Fingertips flowin'
over eyelashes;
OPEN;
hold what you have at the instances they feel golden:
to be jolted
by a moment
so much it makes you
take that page and fold it
so in the future you can
turn back and hold it. Sometimes your destined to bring back what had been broken.I'm encased in this debate:

do i move

or

do i wait?

Each frost freezes more time that I waste.
The time that once fell so neatly into place.

The way you drift
well, it's oh so swift;
One more time
so I can leave breathless.

Snow is the imagination's temptress
when
the blizzard becomes the winter's mistress.
Everything in nature is destined
to be cleansed again.

So will you face your destiny
like it's a grand symphony
or
will you try to shape it at every degree?Sometimes I just wanna permanently be
the person that I've seen in me
back when love was translated into a "we":
A snowflake is just a raindrop
dressed up for all the world to see;
but when it meets the river,
it loses its individuality;
becoming part of
the greater identity.

"i felt fifty thousand fire flies illuminating your light;
in the chill of a winter's night
i saw the sight
of you surrendering
your fight
and
loving like it never showed you
anything but what is right."

Our bodies can share a flight
that will take our souls
to the borders of this night;
under the stars with a touch of moonlight.I'll be the shooting star
that reminds you
from time to time
how to FEEL who you are.You'll be my guidance; radiant and shining, pulling me out of all
the places I've been hiding.

listen intently to the moment

I'm going TO LIVE
in a world where there are
NO MEMORIES
to restrain me.

No eyes I have ever met can constrain me
except the present ones in front of me
and only for as long as they are what I see.
When they're gone;
they'll take that moment away with them
and I won't be saddened cause I won't remember them.

We'll smile at one another like
WE MEAN EVERY INCH OF IT.
There would be no reason not to
because neither of us remembers how you quit.
Neither of us could deny the risk of getting intimate
because each day would be like that first time, alone, we met.

I would never have to
forgive and forget
the impressionable time in my life
that you just
got up and left.

I'd never wonder whether you took just one second to think to turn back.

No memory of mother, father, sister, brother;
individuality is the only force that would ever act on me.

Impulsivity would be my electricity.
I wouldn't count on you as you wouldn't count on me,
without memory,
the present moment is ALL we need.
This is the world I'm going to invent
until I can see and see and see
each day,
brand new,
just like a baby.

*Inspired by the book Einstein's Dreams.
Not even close to being done
but it's 3 in the morning
I just spent hours and hours doing a paper
and I have class in the morning where I have to lead the discussion.
haha whata crock of crap thats gonna be...
Anyway that book, my bowl and bed is calling...
sweet dreams.

Raw and Pure

Hand reach your heart into my scene.

"If you let me have a taste,
I'll probably keep this world
from falling down
I'm pulling on my E-brake,
and when I turned around
you were gone"

Artists FEEL
the intense
So MuCh MoRe;
but they also know
the Pulse of Pain can
Conquer
and then
Serve More.
"You made me fall in love again,
I know it's no ones fault but my own
I'm blinded by my reasons,
well I guess that's why I'm all alone"

"And that's what I wanted,

and that's what I found, I
I could never change your mind,
I could never reach you in time.
All is lost, and is that all that I want?: yah."

and so I've noticed:if you DON'T
possess the moment,
freeze it and make it GoLdEn;
it leaves,
with NO ONES hold on it.

"take those glasses off your face,
can't you see your sun is going down?
Can't believe you live that way,
you're holding all your breathe for someone else"

It's twisted to leave love unassisted
just to eventually turn around & miss it.
All the attempts I ever sent
ended up with you running to the other end.
Yet, you sit and blend
simple consonants together
til the time you mend
my heart back together again.

"All I made was one mistake,
almost seems like you were counting on more
Do I disappoint you?!,
or did I do something more?"

(And that's what I wanted,
and that's what I found, I
I could never change your mind,
I could never reach you in time
All is lost,
and is that all that I want yah)

Can I reason enough to tell an excuse from a lie?
I can't believe love would even ask us to try.

"Well I was way too young,
and I was way to shy
But I remember you,
remember you."

Why didn't you make your move,
why didn't you see it through;
given us time til we grew?
We would have finally knew.
but now we can't see what to do?
Yet I still taste that view.

"I must have asked myself,
about a million times if
That's what I wanted,
and that's what I found..."

-Quotes from the song "Wanted" by Pepper

capture

When the melody spills from the simplicity,

it breeds curiosity.

<3

Never forget what you've done for me,

this breeze I feel is poetry:

all it means is what you see.

I believe in

all the dances you've dug outta me,

I believe in

ALL OF THE REALITIES you have shown me.

You taught me to see from the vantage point you set free.

You're the illusion
of pure white snow settled over a lake.

~I STEPPED IN~

only to realize it wasn't frozen TOO LATE.

I tumble towards you

&

when the rest of the world

is making up their minds

whether to adore or ignore you;

I'll be your constant

cause we know I've never left you.

I see you and your still not living;

all your doubts show up in your misgiving.

discovery.

i climbed in

through a window

to open a door;

(i felt a draft

and instantly

needed to feel more)

i climbed into

your heart

to get to your core.

We've drawn lines of symmetry

down all the ways we're meant to be;

but you never really saw what I see.

How do you set free a feeling

that is fighting not to leave?

What is pure still remains yours.

You're so much more than

just a hardened shell;

I've seen all the faces

you never show and tell.

I know you.

oh how I know you all too well.