~*~

She moves as the rhythm soothes;
her steps are sporadic
her features

exceed ecstatic
her simple dance;

erratic.

~*~

Let's backtrack.

Music brings us a distance from our own minds;

you can actually sit back

and watch your mind watch time;

watch the band keep track of life's rhymes.

He's beautiful in his cosmic color;
autumn brown to sea green to a blessed blue;
his eyes hold the deepest shades of wonder.

And they dance their way

through the days;

in a daze.

See them rise, fall, trip, and roll

right out of grief's haze.

She's a masterpiece design emanating rhythmic rhymes
to rock and roll the very core
of your mind.
Love is not hard to find
when artists on a daily basis
pour their souls into giving you the signs.

Fostering feeling and projecting meaning;

music is one thing

you can count on never leaving

as writing always sits

with you in the evening.

I wanna dance with you;

up, down, and all around you;

****

catch the melody that plays beats of truth.

You can't tell me it wouldn't make you move.

Staring into her face,
I see the perpetual groove

thats tapped into her mood.

If you have a soul

let it grow

show it the sights it deserves to behold.

Do you know how it feels to be soothed

just by taking one view?

Have you ever met the other sides of you?

I don't NEED to SEE
in order to internalize
a natural belief.

I don't NEED to HEAR

in order to feel that

you're still near.

Now I know

I meet every face

I have ever known
at your every show.

Be safe tonight
so your smile is the
last thing the stars see
before daylight.

~*~*~*~

It's hard when they've forgotten what you brought them.

Love me to leave me but

you say that you can teach me.

But I refuse to hear the lessons

no heart deserves to know,

and not every heart is ever shown.

Time flies and you have no hold;

it hurts to watch life, love, and passion

just become memories on pages that you'll turn and fold.

Am I the only one that absorbs pain?

Even faceless strangers, people I don't know their names.

Then I visualize, experience, and dream tragic scenes.

These scenes are alive in reality;

no matter how distant or vague.

My depression;

a brief satirization

of society's illness;

their failure to have indiscretion

for human interaction

or fellow emotions.

Multiplying pain echoes in my brain

challenging any attempt to stay peaceful and sane.

No one will recognize me once I re-build the show;

re-painting facades that always just knew how to grow.

As familiar faces, into the river, they flow.

Learning

the closer one once was, the farther they may have to go

before you can let go; a process that sets in way too slow.

No matter how long you've known.

No matter how much you know:

It's like a performance

and you can't shorten it;

there are no doors for you to leave

and your teased;

as you get to watch all the actors come and go.

Ebb and flow;

they move out into the ocean "of growth"

but what about the souls they leave behind;

the ones that have spent more than enough time

being alone?

Well they think they know

and I think I know;

But no one knows, no one knows

how to show the love that grows and grows.

Was it natural things turned out so backward?
Flipping and kicking our connection outward
until the day you realize our love sparks inward.

Why didn't you tell me I was just a flower you were looking after?

It decays by the days
no matter how much love we set ablaze
last January, February, March and May
but love lasts in your ways, not in Time's maze.

Who told your heart to run away despite the multiple ways it's tried to stay?

I can't manifest lost meaning into your memory so

I'll stop searching for my ideal

so I don't miss out on what is real:

A lily scripts it's name onto the wind

seeking to bring the winter to an end

so it could begin its life again.

Sometimes music just leads you through it.

Sometimes hope just asks you to lose it, get on with it.

But when memories just leave you missin'

then your heart wakes up still constantly wishin'.

I'll take my chances,

find

and kiss the lips

that makes my body

shake and quake

with multiple dances.

Well, of course I'm here for you
my rhymes have only GREW
ever since the day I met you,
they diminish every time we've said we're through.
I can hear a part of your heart in everything I do;

you can't tell me you haven't heard it too?
You hear what's true in the absence of truth.
Art is what created us two
while fate led me to you.

*I'm a lover who says he's sorry.

You resist it

as I rapidly become skeptic.

It's been a long time comin'

tryin' to find another to let more sun in'

but they always end up runnin';

too terrified of their own lovin'.

I'm tired of sendin' the truth in

when the world is masked in sin.

Keep sendin' your troops in

cause we're still standin'.

Too many beautiful souls are surrenderin':

LIVIN' WITHOUT WHAT

THEY HAVE WITHIN'.

*Pepper "Tradewinds"

Life is a Dream that Calculus COULD NEVER Predict.*

The only path you have

to re-enter your past

rests on your ability

to create memories

worth talking about tomorrow.

*"Where Does the Time Go" -title by moe. "where did it start and where will it finish?"

you can stay if you want to & ill try to keep you close to me.*

oh if I could see your eyes, darlin.
your eyes.
well I could teach your mind to be wise, darlin.
your mind to be wise.

if you're a lover, hunny,
why are you pushing passion to the side?
if you're a lover, sweety,
take off that silly disguise.

Open up your mind to
this time,
this time.
We'll see what we can rise,
we can rise.

There are blue skies, baby,
waiting on our compromise;

blue skies that are always

awaiting new birds to arise.

Why is it called a good bye

when that's usually a lie?

*title from "Beauty in the Breakdown" -The Scene Aesthetic

To Feel What's Denied as Real

When you melt into me

all I feel is free;

be free,

collapse

and we'll see.

With a memory fresh of you,

I hope to dream in two's;

my body anew

a deep breath that says

"I didn't think we were through."

~~

~

**~**

I can't help what

~~*~~

my energy blooms

**~**

into

~~*~~

when I'm with

**~**

you;

~~*~~

things feel true.

**~**

~

~~

(Sugar Magnolia blossom's blooming

Heads All EmPtY & I don't care.)

Come with me cause we can live a story

we won't hesistate to share.

(Saw my baby down by the river

knew she'd have to come up soon for air)

Truth and Nature wrapped up in each other

whispering secrets they'll listen to forever.

(Sweet blossom come on under the willow

We can have high times if you'll abide)

I can hide my rhythm deep inside your wonder

take my hand; love is by our side.

(We can discover the wonders of nature

rolling in the rushes down by the riverside)

Lay with me in dew sweetened meadows;

trading my time for a trip inside your mind.

(She's got everything delightful

She's got everything I need)

She's just a child making those wishes like wild;

making those wishes Love once freed.

(She comes skimming through rays of violet

she can wade in a drop of dew)

She's a beauty in snow or sunlight;

a mental snapshot created especially for you.

(She don't come and I don't follow

waits backstage while I sing to you)

Each day a brand new phase

dancing to my music the way I love her to.o.

(She can dance a Cajun rhythm

jump like a Willys in four-wheel drive)

She's connected to sound, warmth, and wisdom

hearing a distant tune is how she survives.

(She's a summer love in the spring, fall, and winter

SHE CAN MAKE HAPPY ANY MAN ALIVE)

Blossoms like a rose in any type of weather

soaking in her sunshine; a sensational revive.

(Sugar Magnolia

Ringin' that blue bell

caught up in sunlight

come on out singing,

I'll WALK YOU IN THE SUNSHINE

Come on, honey, come along with me)

Today is all we have

when yesterday comes and goes

leaving tomorrow completely unknown.

*****Have to add the rest of the song and the rest of my parts. Re-edit pictures and everything else.

*more sweet pictures and quotes from the site below in my other part of this blog "things i wish id written" probably will eventually wind up in here

*myspace.com/truorignl (pictures from this amazing site)

*the quotes within the paranthesis is the song "Sugar Magnolia" and/or "Sunshine Daydream" by Grateful Dead. The two lines that follow each quote comes from my mind. =)

I'm rounding the bend
bringing sadness to it's end.

Time to live.

Time to live again.

~I watch CoLoR paint the ceiling

as your touch climbs the curves of my feeling.

~all this time: I Wasted Healing?
When I should of just seen
it was him who was failing.

Natural fascination leads to a curious temptation. Why would you ever want your heart to take back an invitation to someone you loved in a past vision?

(Was I the little girl

or did my face take the shape of a million? Did I reach my hand out to you and ask to play?

Would I have placed my hand in yours if I saw we would end up this way?

Maybe I looked like a girl who just needed to be saved?

But it turned into love instead of a game

that ended when I felt you walk away. Can you stay in the dream & we can just skip right through reality?)

~~~~~~

You can be pre-occupied with where it didn't go

or look at it with all the love

*it took no time to grow. *

~~~~~~

I love how my words collide

into a thought,

a subconcious design of rhyme,

that makes my heart skip in delight.

I know all the nights

were worth the fights

when I find a memory I had tucked out of sight.

Find a solution and let some truth in.

No one wins if no ones losin'.

Calling it quits...

...Is easy when you realize
you deserve so much more than this.

When you turn out to be EXACTLY
like the majority
it comes as no suprise to me.
Only an elite few ever choose
to walk in honorable shoes.
I guess I was fooled long enough
to actually believe
one of those few could have been you.

YOUR JUST LIKE ALL THE OTHERS
even if that was a thought all along that I smothered.
But now that I SEE IT,
I can laugh at your
petty, selfish, deceiving
behaviours.
Got to give you credit
for being such a great deceiver.
Seeing right through your own self.
<3

you are enveloped in your own innocent world
adopting my laughter as your giggles grow faster.
To see you smile is always what I'm after.

Reality is amazing
indeed
when you are who I see.

turn this into a lyrical miracle
dancing around a mirage of faded images
we can close the past and re-pair this.

as the climate crashes
and the new year befalls us.

who says when it's over

It's not just love I miss

the company of give & assist

but it's the way

you inspire me not to resist.

Did my dreams awaken in you?
Do you see how silly it is to say
memories are finished
and only lived through?

How many limitations did we waste putting in place?
When we could've been out
loving, living, laughing through the days?

Only two minds like ours could write the world in such a way;

we can paint someone else's thoughts like we were thinking the same.

Learning you can only cross lines you let your heart draw in the first place.

If you dream of someone

can they

close their eyes,

enter your dreamland,

and

find you, too?

You fall before you crawl;

You live in a world all your own;

You watch them hold your bike upright

but you know they'll let it go;

have you learned all that they had to show?

can you speak what they need to know?

do we really reap what we sow
or is life a game of chance
where you just never know.

They left before you could even walk on your own.
You can't be a shadow to someone who has flown...

Trapped inside; you meet the faces of the people you can be.

turquoise.

your eyes hoist ripples of sound from my voice;

it's the sweetest thought to know I am your choice.

your body emerges like
a stream out of the seam of the sea.

Emerging from the ocean

you give me a vague notion

I have all ready known this.
your name; it travels to me:

skipping over continents
connecting love with constant.

Peel open new words
as they paint sentences around themselves.
I have
some stories,
a life,
some laughs to share with you
before they're placed back on their shelves.

But then I remember a sea breeze is just a tease.
Feeling the Sun give the Earth a tan,
standing in ocean damp sand,
is what brings my life ease,
dropping me to my knees for peace.