I'm escaping
what used to be an engaging motivation.
What used to uplift the love
I have growing and colliding and spilling inside of me
is now dividing my every emotions.
I retreat inside of me;
consistently shown the only love i'm worthy of is my very own.
Once, I was your guardian angel,
saved you from all of the evils
lurking inside your own soul.
Many times, I showed you
how much more you deserve
when I knew her actions didn't match her word.
Always, I gave you more love
than I thought I had inside of me,
pushing my own happiness outside, you see?
Yet, now as you dance with this trance
of so many new ideas
of being free,
you don't need me?
Lucky,
I know how to take LIFE
out of whatever STRIFE brings.
And Sorry,
I won't default my feelings
and give you less meaning.
Again,
I'm the only one who knows
what LOVE can bring.
I can't predict the metamorphosis
but I can align my life to the beat of natural time
and not get trapped by the
MATERIALISTIC AND SELFISH
drama I see coming on the rise.
as I will be fine in time,
I hope your heart never lies to its own mind.
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