whose hardships weigh more
is that a thought we even deserve to wonder?
man made hells
or hells we are born into;
hells that, under technicality, can't be helped.

i wish i didn't have to wake up
still expecting you to be here;
it's hard when most days
you're still no farther than near...

You should start to remember your disguises;
remember all those places you used to hide in?