it's time to renew.

Pick up the glass as you

hope some wishes will last.

One year's resolution breeds another year's solution;

try to re-build what's lying in ruin

or create a new curiosity

you haven't a clue in.

As you learn words

don't always stay the same

and actions never go away.

You turn away from the one name

that reverberates in your brain.

What you let go

drains you of everything you know.

We need to escape

because

I refuse to look back in hate.

Words with different functions

will always lead to a series of mis-diagnosed assumptions.

Arguments, "aren't we done with this?".

And my heart knows only sentences

cannot prove you ever meant this

but I held on as if I should tempt it.

I'm leaving what I remember

in the deep, frosted snows of December;

you lit my life

but then

put it out like an ember.

I need to live my life void of someone else's temper.

I couldn't handle our rapid drop in temperature

without longing for warmth and soul-finding adventure.

Now I'll always look for a way to leave

from all the times I've been

PUSHED

free;

but that does not mean my mind diminishes my heart's hopes and dreams.

A fairy tale endin'

can still be something'

I believe in.

So i meet and greet the time for departure:

You're the pages in my notebook that spark the words we both search for,

the connection we both dance towards.

Unity paints a prettier picture.

Evaporate into me as I demonstrate what you need.

It's time to renew the dreams you thought were through.